Week 5 – Limitations

Confidence is something that can take a while to build up but can be destroyed in a second. Just as I thought I was doing well, I now find myself struggling more than I was at the start, which is actually quite hard to admit. After discovering I may have torn one of my hamstrings and the thought of having to watch others improve their improvisation skills whilst I sit out wasting precious time, it gets you quite down.

When presented with the idea of still joining in, however with the limitation of not being to use my legs, I thought right okay, this gives me a chance to still improve by getting me to work with my injury, instead of being hindered by it. But then I had several questions:

• If I’m not allowed to use my legs, does that mean I’m meant to envisage having no legs? Dancing as though I exist only from the waist up?
• Are they there but not working? As if they are paralysed?
• Are they there, but I have to ignore the fact that they are there?

Don’t get me wrong, it was a great limitation to consider but it opened up so many different interpretations, it was rather overwhelming and so I felt a lot of added pressure in a room full of capable dancers. I tried to join in with the tasks given in class at first, but with the pressure of trying to make what I did look good, I felt as though I wasn’t doing it right. It also would have helped if my leg didn’t hurt whilst even being sat still. The part I found most difficult was finding ways to travel without using my legs, obviously I can use my arms to pull me across the floor, but combined with the tasks of trying to get the top of my head to touch my sit bones or imagining all the cells in my body are racing, it all seemed too much to think about. On the other hand there were some tasks that I felt I couldn’t join in with at all, such as the task that my left leg is leading the movement, which brought me back to my initial questions, do I even have legs? Whilst sat on the edge of the performance space, I had images of what I could do with this limitation, but felt I couldn’t due to the risk of injuring my leg further.

In dance, your legs are considered your most powerful tools, albeit not your only tool, and so I always believed that if I injure one of my tools its important to give it time to heal? And so, by attempting to participate in this week’s improvisation class, I felt I was contradicting myself and advice given to me. So many different arguments and ideas were floating round in my head at the time, but then I watched the work of David Toole. Here is a man with no legs using his arms as his main tools and being able to move seaminglessly across the floor, and here’s me complaining about a silly torn hamstring. So for now, I will give my leg time to heal but the idea of limitations will be something I come back to in the future.

This week we were asked to answer one of the following three questions from within one of our readings (Ribeiro and Fonseca, 2011, 72):

1. How is it possible to make a shared choice of movements during improvisation between two or more dancers, without previous agreement and communication through words?
2. What generates the sense nexus that is perceived when we watch a dance improvisation?
3. Can we call choreography what we see when we watch dance improvisation?

The first question seems rather straight forward, the second seemed a bit too in depth for my brain to handle and the third, however, actually made me stop and think. We typically define choreography as the arrangement of steps, or patterns, could the same not be applied to an improvisation with a set score? Although the movements aren’t specifically planned, the score is. In their article, Ribeiro and Fonseca reveal that “a person who watches a contemporary dance improvisation performance perceives a sequence of interlinked movements that has its own logic” (Ribeiro and Fonseca, 2011, 79). They argue that improvisation can in fact have its own logic due to the link between the dancers on stage, linking to question one. The capability of the dancers to form a connection with one another, is based on empathy, to allow themselves to make similar decisions and this contributes to the overall logic of the improvisation. Empathy is “a process that enables the understanding of emotions and intentions among people” (Ribeiro and Fonseca, 2011, 73) and is what allows the dancers to participate in non premeditated joint decision-making, therefore adding to the temporary structure or temporary choreography of the piece in the present moment which the viewer can identify. The agreement between the dancers and the confident and deliberate movements they use, convince the viewer that there must be some underlying structure and choreography to the piece. So therefore, it is also not the individual movements themselves that demonstrate the choreography, but it is how they are linked to other movements or other dancers.

Ribeiro, M, Fonseca, A. (2011) The empathy and the structuring sharing modes of movement sequences in the improvisation of contemporary dance. Research in Dance Education. 12(2)71-85.

DV8 (2008) The Cost of Living – David Toole. [online video] Available from: http://youtu.be/VcpcujComks [Accessed 21st February 2015].

Week 4 – Time and Space

It now seems an appropriate time to take a step back and assess how I think I am doing in my learning of improvisation. Despite it only being 4 weeks since having started, I am beginning to feel a bit more confident and I at least don’t have the sickening feeling of anxiousness before entering the studio. However, I am not going to say I find it all easy, each week there is a new challenge to be tackled, yet seen as no challenge has left me completely baffled (yet!) I feel as though I am off to a great start!

I think something I still particularly struggle with is my habitual movement. This week we were given the task to improvise a solo in front of a partner, in order for them to pick out certain movements and give tips for improvement. Here I took the opportunity to film myself in order to aid me in picking out my own faults. Immediately after performing the first solo, I noted down some movements I found myself repeating. I tend to roll across the floor a lot and repeat the same move but to the other side. I also noticed what I did when I felt myself nearly becoming stuck, I tend to perform dabbing movements, such as pressing into the floor with my hands, releasing slightly to then press down again, creating a weighty sense of movement. I know I do this, because it allows me time to think of what to do next, which I also know I should not be doing, I should be letting the movement flow. I think the reason I found myself becoming stuck was due to the pressure of performing in front of someone, knowing they are judging my movements. However gradually, after the 2nd and 3rd solo I felt myself become slightly more comfortable.

When comparing the 3 different solos after feedback from my partner, you can see the difference and how I am trying to explore with different movements. For instance, my partner described how she could identify my dance history with street dance as she could see clear isolations, however in the 3rd solo this was not as easily identifiable as I was more invested in my exploration. It was also mentioned that I seemed to have a connection with my use of breathe and my own pulse, I seemed to use this to influence my movement without really realising and so this will be something I will delve into more when next improvising.

Another task alongside these solos was to identify a beginning, middle and end. I discovered that timing was not necessarily something I found difficult, each solo lasted around 2mins40 which I felt was appropriate. Each section lasted around the same, perhaps the ending lasting a bit shorter as I knew I had to bring it to an end. What I did struggle with was perhaps actually achieving an ending and knowing when it was time to stop because if I wasn’t thinking about it, I could have probably danced a lot longer than I did. The movement quality, however, if I did continue would be questionable.

Over the course of the past 4 weeks I have also felt myself identifying closely with some practitioners, particularly Steve Paxton. I agree with most of his ideas towards improvisation and some have allowed me to consider certain elements of dance improvisation more deeply. For example, when discussing space and time this week I was drawn to Paxton’s idea of “Zero Times Two” (De Spain, 2014, 111). I have always known that where you are in the space on the stage can have a dramatic effect on an audience member’s reaction and interpretation but I have never thought of what actually defines space. In his lecture, Paxton describes how he empties the space of everything, he is “taking all the air out, and removing the walls and taking away all the things that define space, because they’re not space, but they do define it” (De Spain, 2014, 111). I took from this idea that by emptying the space of everything that defines it, you are then able to add in what you want, such as you can add a wall in the middle of you space (obviously imaginatively, not literally), and choreograph around it, or you can even add a particular lighting to further divide your space with spotlights for example. I am comforted by the idea that the space I work with is what I make it and I can allow what I imagine the space to be influence my improvisation.

Each week, I seem to discover something new to play with and by allowing myself to explore, I am therefore improving without necessarily realising. Of course, this may just be my growth in confidence and there may not be any actual improvement, but as long as I believe there is, there will be.

De Spain, K. (2014) Landscape of the Now: A Topography of Movement Improvisation. New York: Oxford University Press.

Week 3 – Form

This week I unfortunately fell ill and so I missed the Improvisation and Reflective Practice class, however, whilst wallowing in my bed I had lots of time to delve into the readings for this week. It was a good thing I had loads of time to dedicate to the readings as they were particularly hard to understand.

Melinda Buckwalter talks about how “form is the shape of something” (Buckwalter, 2010, 34). Form is something I have always struggled to follow, as its difficult to find a clear definition, mostly because form is not always something we can name. It wasn’t until Deborah Hay’s description where I began to understand. For instance Hay demonstrates how the form is developed through practice, she is sure to use the phrase “practice the performance” rather “rehearse”, as through practice we begin to see the dance take form by “unlearning the habit of learning a piece in one particular way” (Buckwalter, 2010, 39). Eiko and Komo allowed me to then understand how form influenced improvisation; when making their dances, they begin with a concept and develop an end structure through improvisation. It is “a narrative built from multiple, concrete images, but not a typical ‘and then we did this’ narrative” (Buckwalter, 2010, 39). This demonstrates how form and improvisation work in conjunction with another as through improvisation the form is able to develop, yet the form or narrative is still open to interpretations, following the description that “sometimes the form is left open, to be discovered or revealed along the way” (Buckwalter, 2010, 34). Through the use of several practitioners views, Buckwalter embellishes the fact that form allows the dance or improvisation to take shape and actually become something other than just movement.

Intentionality as described by Kent de Spain reminded me of my previous experiences with decision-making with regard to improvisation, yet it seems different due to many practitioners disagreeing with its use. For instance Steve Paxton believes it disrupts the creative process, which is actually a belief I am inclined to agree with, as I believe if you intend to do something, it forces the movement rather than letting the improvisation flow. I felt I closely identified with Lisa Nelson’s idea of the “illusion of intentionality” (De Spain, 2014, 71), she feels she is aware of the intention because she is aware of the different sensations, hence why it is considered an illusion. She describes how the movement is so complex, and there are many elements affecting the improvisation, and so there may be several intentions, and by tracking all the different sensations, Nelson is then able to become aware of the different intentions.

Due to being ill, I also had to sit out of this week’s jam session, however watching the improvisation proved to be a very interesting and exciting experience. Despite the dancers being limited by space and movement, I found there was still plenty to observe. For instance, when the girls joined together with one another creating duets/trios/quartets, the space was then further divided between one group performing stationary movement and another group performing pedestrian movement in the space left over. However, when it moved on to the fourth section where the dancers were not limited in space, the whole of the space was still not used. It was also easy to see some dancer’s intentions when they entered the space, you could see when people felt ‘safe’ when following the movements of another, as they were following another’s intentions. It wasn’t until that person suddenly changed their intention and the person who was following now has to make a decision on whether to carry on following the person or to follow their own intention. There was sometimes a brief moment of panic flick across the dancer’s face once this happened. What was most exciting were the moments when dancers came together in movement without realising as, like mentioned earlier, the movements were not forced as the intentions between the two dancers were potentially entirely different and the improvisation was true. When the dancers were allowed to further develop the movements, dancers still came together by performing similar movements instead of the exact same, for example one person could be kneeling, yet another person could have their knees slightly bent. Again, this may or may not have been their intention yet these moments prove pleasing to the audience.

Despite the unfortunate halt in my learning this week and not being able to physically explore with improvisation, it actually proved useful to take a step back and analyse another’s improvisation and watch the dancers as a group whilst picking out individual moments.

Buckwalter, M. (2010) Composing while dancing: An improvisor’s companion. Madison, Wis:: The University of Wisconsin Press.

De Spain, K. (2014) Landscape of the Now: A Topography of Movement Improvisation. New York: Oxford University Press.

Week 2 – Tracking

So this week, it was decided it was time to put down the bean bags and focus on our body. The class required a lot more letting go but at the same time a lot more concentration. We began by gradually moving around the space at a slow speed which allowed time for everyone to focus in on themselves. As the speed of the movement increased, I found myself losing focus on what my body was actually doing, I was focusing on constantly moving and ended up using a lot of repetitive movement. Due to this, I was then debating with myself as to whether that was true improvisation, as there was no thought process behind the movement, I was following what my body wanted to do. It did feel myself let go as I threw my body around the space a bit more, yet on reflection I felt that the movement was perhaps ugly and would be useless if I were to actually choreograph something from it.

One element of the class I felt I particularly benefitted from was the ‘pause, imagine, move’ task. By taking the time to pause and think about how to move from one position to another and then imagining myself performing that move, it allowed me to explore with all the possible ways of moving. It enabled me to focus on particular parts of my body and use techniques that I perhaps don’t use a lot, such as spiralling in the waist rather swinging my arm on a wheel plane. This contrasted to earlier in the class when improvising at a fast speed with no time to think, as then I felt my limbs were moving without control and all at the same time, however in this task I was allowed a lot more control.

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My notes on Rachel’s improvisation

When it came to partner work, there were aspects I found enjoyable and useful but there were aspects I also found challenging. I enjoyed improvising whilst my partner watched and wrote down what she saw because I was dictating the movements and I was making my own choices. However, when it switched to my partner then reading out what she wrote and me following what she said, it was more difficult as it put me more on the spot even though I had just performed those same movements. Then when it came to us both improvising, both dictating and yet following each other at the same time, I found that this was the most challenging as it was hard to follow your own decisions whilst listening to your partner’s. This linked to last weeks class, demonstrating further how other people’s decisions affect your own and you have to react to it. However it was interesting to see that, although we both had separate agendas and our movements were slightly different, there was a connection between the two dancers, which I am keen to explore further when choreographing in the future.

The decisions we make whilst improvising also link to the tracking technique. When reading about this technique in the readings I was very confused by the difference between conscious and unconscious awareness. I took from the reading that if you are conscious that you are tracking, you are not truly tracking your improvisation, you are in fact dancing. Yet if you are unconsciously tracking, you are truly improvising. I’m still not sure as to whether this is correct or not but I guess it depends on the dancer. It wasn’t until I read Nancy Stark Smith’s input on tracking that I began to comprehend more. She uses a technique called ‘telescoping awareness’, describing that ‘It’s not about being aware of everything all the time, but flickering in and out’ (De Spain, 2014, 51). This type of awareness taught me that you can be completely focused on one sensation but then you can zoom out and focus on the larger picture, or switch to a different sensation. For example, there are many different purposes for tracking, such as where you are in the music, or on stage or where you are compared to others on stage, and so by using the ‘telescoping awareness’ technique, it enables you to flicker between these elements, rather than trying to focus on them all, all at once. I also embraced her idea of the ‘idiot button’ which can come in handy when you become stuck in your movement or ‘you are just too aware of too many things and it gets almost too turgid or something’ (De Spain, 2014, 51), tracing back to what I said last week about it being okay to cross everything out and start again by reminding yourself of the basics.

I know its only the second week, but I’m already feeling pretty confident in myself and my learning, there is still plenty of time for things to go wrong, and no doubt they will. But as long as each week I settle in to class thinking of it as the next level up in my learning, I know my confidence will only grow.

De Spain, K. (2014) Landscape of the Now: A Topography of Movement Improvisation. New York: Oxford University Press.

Week 1 – Bean Bags

Improvisation has always been a daunting task for me, let alone reflecting on what I’ve just done. I mean, any dancer has probably put on a song they really like in their bedroom and danced however they like to it, but anyone can do that, as there is no real task at hand, there is nothing to really achieve and you can easily forget about what just happened. So upon hearing the first task was to throw a bean bag between pairs, you could say I was very relieved and perhaps a little confused.

The readings in particular changed my attitude towards improvisation. The reading ‘Dear Practice…: The experience of improvisation’ by Vida Midgelow demonstrates the deep connection by a dancer and his or her practice, through describing one’s actual experience. Midgelow tells herself that ‘in allowing the self to be open, a set of principles deeper than any prior rules will ground you. Go ahead, dearest Dancer, with the belief that ‘something’ (even if that something is a ‘nothing’) will emerge’ (Midgelow, 2012, 11). This made me realise that whenever I become stuck in my practice that I should not worry as I already know the answer and the way to move forward, I just haven’t discovered it yet, however, with perseverance and confidence in myself the answer will come to me.

Our task was to set up a score around the passing of a bean bag between one another, combined with certain parameters that affect our decisions by being aware of others and your surroundings. In our group, one pair stood facing each other a few meters apart, making a different sound each time the bean bag left their hand, once they have started, other pairs enter the space randomly from opposite sides of the space and begin throwing the bean bag, whilst constantly moving around the space. Just by doing this, we are creating movement, albeit random movement, but still movement. We then introduced parameters that would affect our decision making and how we move, these included:

  1. Jumping once upwards and freezing in a pair if one of you drops your bean bag, only able to move again upon hearing another pair drop their bean bag.
  2. Dropping to the ground if the original pair making sounds make a ‘shh’ sound, and then getting up to continue once the original pair make another sound.
  3. If the ‘shh’ sound is made whilst you and your partner are frozen, you are then allowed to move by dropping to the floor with everyone else and then get up to continue throwing the bean bag.
  4. If the original pair drop their bean bag, they also have to jump once and freeze, causing the other pairs around them to then swap partners, entirely at random with no assumption of who your next partner will be. The original pair can then move again and continue throwing the bean bag when another pair drops their bean bag.

A few problems arose when practising with the score, for example, the fourth parameter was added when the original pair dropped their beanbag and followed the first parameter, realising there was no way for the second parameter to be carried out. The fourth parameter allows the movement to continue and all the parameters to be carried out. A second problem arose when actually performing our score, as we realised we did not have a clear ending, therefore our score was infinite however we realised this was neither right or wrong as a score can be infinite yet you can still come to an ending by sensing it throughout the group. The fourth parameter also provides something unfixed within the score, as by having to swap partners without knowing beforehand who you are going to switch to, we are thereby, by having no idea when we will have to swap partners and no time to think or prepare, we are truly improvising.

And so in my first class of improvisation, I have learnt that there are many more layers to improvisation to what I originally thought and that there is no shame in only having just realised that. There is no right or wrong and its okay to sometimes get stuck when experimenting. No matter what the task is, be it simply throwing and catching a bean bag or improvising a solo performance in front of an audience, as long as you have confidence you are constantly discovering new things.

Midgelow, V. (2012) Dear Practice…: The experience of improvisation. Choreographic Practices, 2(1)9-24.